Missing Daddy || Carrie & Cas
Cas’ brows furrowed, this was too easy. Hardly any fight he thought as Conner hummed against his lips. He smiled as he mate said he loved him, but then Conner stepped back and Cas sighed at his words. Dammit he should have known. “I want to do this together Conner, but the problem is, I’m the weak link here. Heaven will always have some hold on me, and what am I supposed to do if they offer you and Carrie’s safety in return for my cooperation?” He shook his head and turned away. “There is no way, no way in any hell, I would turn down that offer if I thought it were true Conner.” He walked to the wall and placed his hands on the wall. Damn he was tired. “I promise, that I will /try/ to do this with you Conner. And I’m sorry lover, but that’s really the best I can do.”
“And what do you think I’m going to do without you, Cas? What am I supposed to tell Carrie if we lose you? You overestimate my ability to make it through losing another lover. Do you forget how I reacted when you got turned back in the first place?” It wasn’t enough. It was so hard to think of losing Cas completely. He knew his daughter needed him, but he wasn’t sure he’d be able to do it this time. “To hell with all of them. We need you, Cas, here. Not there. Please…” His voice caught in his throat.